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| ben a wile since i last updated<3 nothin reeli happinin 2day sept we gettin a new floor<3 yesterday mi mom nd i made a banana creem pi<3 it wuznt becuz im a faggot or nuthin itz just cuz i reeli wanted teh pi <3 i hate this new powerskool thing itz gettin me in troble<3 i dont get the best grads in the house so mi parentle unit gets all upset nd doesnt let me go out<3 im lyke WTF let me out of this torchorus prision im traped in<3 nd all the while mi parentle unit is jus laffin probably cuz theyr all effed up nd just wana get on mi back about every ting i do<3 i hate livin hear...<3 the esence of the moon calls me 2nite nd i gota leave here soon<3 i feel if i dont leev mi emotionless past i dont think i can survive<3
NEW POEM<3
stolen emotion
what have you done?
a haze of betrayal as sentiments seep.
once we drank of bliss,
wide-eyed and virginal,
but your thirst vanished.
a sickening vision of memory -
tears follow bone, follow darkness,
love dissolved.
in a haze of vengeance,
i see you. anonymous </3
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| Mixed
Emotions. So much of it. I went shopping today with my couzin, my mom,
and my g-ma. Bought a lot of stuff for Moi. Bought a black Tutu, Pink
Viva la bam Shirt, Green Converse, Skully with kitty ears(so cute!!),
black pearls, 2 new belts, and a few braceltes and wirstbands. Quite a
lot of shit. My g-ma was In a real good mood so i took advantage. I
Love the tutu tought. Real cute. Looks really nice with my vans. Well
School? Sick of it already. My homeroom teacher is a demanding fat
whore. Cant stand her. Ugh. Well I saw Kevin, Kelvin, and Christian
yesterday. I miss them! Schools not the same w/o the em! My moms due
date was today. She hasnt had any pain tought. She will probably have
in the next 3 days. Sooooooooo...hows ur life? *stares*Well My vf
account was deleted by my mom. She said i was talking to "weird"
people. But I will create a new one. I was watching some videos of emo
boys making outand it was awesome*drools*. its so hot. anyways...Im so
ubber bored! I STILL NEED A FUCKING GUITAR PLAYER FOR MY BAND!!! U
cant tell me anyone in hialeah doesnt know how to play the fucking
guitar!!! Come one!! we rock! we dont bite! ugh. Im so ubber happy cuz
Ive been learning a song by the used on the guitar. I suck but yea.
well what have i been doing? lets see...Calling Rolando a drama queen,
Hanging up on people, Writing and drawing lots of shit, being a fat ass
and eating lots of cookies(I AM THE COOKIE MONSTER),Making layouts(Let
me know if yew want one mkay? either for vf, Myspace, or xanga). and i
guess thats it.Well Im going to the movies in a lil while! gonna see
the devils rejects or the skeleton key. Not sure yet. Well...Im really
excited about the green day concert later this month! *dances* It
should be fun. I look forward to seeing any of you that are going. And
rolando and solange no...I will not give u a ride OR pay for your
ticket. So if ur going Ill meet u there. Mkay? thanks . well...Gotta change so Ill see you outcasts later! much love!!! <3 O.o
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| Around, all around, the dark memories gather.
My dread grows as the dagger of your words falls against my head.
It crushes me, and darkly my
essence drips
to the thirsty earth.
In a haze of shock I try to run
while oblivion hovers close.
Now alone, my fervent plea falls upon bloody eyes.
This is my doom
what have you done?
a miasma of shock as feelings scream.
once we enjoyed wonder,
childlike and hand in hand,
but your thirst shrank.
a sickening vision of blood -
tears follow bone, follow rain,
love ground to dust.
in a storm of sorrow,
i hate you.
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